WHO'S GONNA KNOW - Kathy Mattea - May 21, 2007 Music intro REPRISAL - jacktellssydhermotherisdead ALLTHETIME - childtouchesmomsphoto On the top of my desk mid the clutter and dust SPIRIT - lookingforpicturestogointoframe Sits an old eight by ten black and white .. It's one of my favorite pictures of us .. I'll carry with me all my life .. I must have been about five or six .. Mom's hair was still brown and dad's was still thick .. But to look at it now sometimes I get scared MIRAGE - learningfathertookradiation To think that someday they might not be there AFTERSIX - fathershootssomeonetosaveher Cause who's gonna know but me CIPHER - thanksgivingpageantiwasturkey who'll help me recall those small memories .. When I'm all that's left of this family of three TELLING - iloveyoumomfalls; PASSAGE1 - 3machineguns who's gonna know but me TELLING - fall Down in the cellar under the steps RECKONING - newspaper pictures sits an old box of junk that I've saved - .. Newspaper clippings letters and cards, .. even some kodachrome tapes. SNOWMAN - videoofmother Slices of life I can hold in my hand DOPPLEGANGER - photoofmother and show to my kids so they might understand MATERNAL - watchingjackholdbabyisabel In those years to come when they ask me some night .. What grandma and grandpa used to be like PASSAGES1 - jackputsc4necklaceonirina Cause who's gonna know but me SALVATION - watchingmothersleep who'll help me recall those small memories .. When I'm all that's left of this family of three .. who's gonna know but me .. If life were a video I could rewind PASSAGES1 - jackirinausevideocaminop I'd go back and slow down each moment in time PASSAGES2 - firsttimesaysmomirinacries Then I'd disconnect the fast forward button .. So I'd have forever to tell 'em I love 'em .. The older I get I can't get enough of 'em PASSAGES1 - sharingfamilystoriesontrain Cause who's gonna know but me ALLTHETIME - momdies who'll help me recall those small memories .. When I'm all that's left of this family of three ALLTHETIME - examiningjackswound who's gonna know but me ALLTHETIME - leavingjackbehindtodie who's gonna know but me ..